A Simp's Tale.

Let's take you back circa 2007. Was at a school fair and saw this beautiful girl,I approach her we talk for hours,we exchange numbers-become good friends. Find out she has a bofyriend,who coincidentally is one of my enemies. I would never fuck with a girl who has a boyfriend,so I respect it. She really is gorgeous though like damn.Actually,her personality is her best characteristic;this coming from a superficial asshole. We become close,too close,I mean Jack and Jill close.For most people this would be a good thing,but any man who doesn't pay for sex knows this is HORRIBLE! Becoming Siamese twins with a girl you're trying to fuck/wife is the height of stupidity and becoming a 'Brother to her'. I've made this mistake before though--go figure, some idiots never learn.
She breaks up with her boyfriend,so this is my chance...my moment;the rebound. For those not familiar,the rebound is where a girl is most vulnerable emotionally and physically,I imagine it would be a Hyaena's dream. Knowing this you would suppose I had the mindset of Castro,Napoleon,Alexander! Instead,I end up being Michael Cena(SMH)..."I'm here for you"(SMFH). This reoccurring cycle continues for three and a half years-except I like her even more,love to be exact. Now there is a new situation, I've noticed her hanging out with some fool I despise. Twice I've seen them I was surprised at how upset I am at this.
I can't believe this shit,how can I be so passive aggressive. I can't bring myself to treat her like other girls though. I've built her up in my mind as this perfect woman,when in reality I should be treating her like a hoe. We talk on the phone for hours, yet when we see each other in person it's a five minute conversation,then she goes to get cuffed up by whatever clown she's dealing with. What the FUCK? I spend hours putting in work yet someone else is reaping the pussy reward?!?!
I take her out,buy her shit sometime and I know no one else can or will treat her as good as I would. In truth I'm blind to the obvious, and perhaps I've missed my chance at glory years ago. I can't continue to feel this way about her I guess,maybe I should give it one more try...what do I have to lose? I'll just be honest with her,I can't continue to be friends with her,if it doesn't work out though. It would hurt too much,worse than it hurts now.I'M DOING IT TODAY.


Sidebar: I'm seriously in love with her.